It happened again. She falls so easily. It is quite incredible. She thought she would be immune to this. She thought they were playing a game at first and then suddenly she could not keep up with the rules of the game.

‘What makes you think he will come to you?’

‘He will not. I am always the one who is going to him.’

She must not care, she must not care, she must not care. But she does care but she does care but she does care. She wonders whether he is here and how he is. She wishes she could stop this inane wondering. To stop it once and for all. She told him to go away and he did. But she is wishing he did not.

It’s over and it’s ok. The light headed affair is over. Stop floating up in the air with your heads in the clouds. Please stop thinking. It is over. Please come back to the ground.

It is hilarious. She feels like a fool. She is a fool.