Awful hates you.
Yesterday, I got rid of the last of the memories. I had deleted the soft copies of the photos previously but clearing the study yesterday, I found the actual photos of me and what’s his face. I took out every single photo, even if it was just his elbow in the photo and after a muay thai class that killed me, I tore every single photo, Xiu Ru smeared chili on his face on one of the photos.
Tonight, I finally saw Shue again after so long and she was like ‘Omg omg omg,’ And I was like ‘what what what’. And she was like ‘I saw ______ yesterday/last night.’ And Jupes stiffened next to me and I was like ‘Er okay.’ Being the lawyer she was, she was quick to pick up and she said ‘Do you want to know?’ and I was ‘No I don’t’ and that was the end of it.
I want to exorcise his memories and I did in a way. One day he will be nothing, not even a memory.