I need to know why girls find emotional, brooding, dark guys so attractive?

Third day of my new job. Little things I have learn is that no double spacing after Full Stops. How to get used to not double spacing after Full Stops, single spacing was only used after commas? But like the other tough stuff that I have to get used to, I have to get used to little new things like this. Blogging now is abit tough now that I have to literally pull articles out of my ass. Dear Pam was correct, there is only so many words you can use to describe lipstick.

*Sidetrack: I have to start using makeup, I have no bloody idea how to write about how to use eyeshadow, etc. and of course, adjectives.

J Crew always has good outfit ideas. Laidback preppy chic (sounds familiar Jackie?) In my imaginary world, I look like that, lithe and floaty, without a care in the world, with the easy capability to carry off ribbed socks with sandals without looking like a deranged Japanese housewife wanna-be.

In an alternate universe, I look like this. The only reason why I want a Leica camera is to tote it around in the adorable little leather case, strapped across my body. I could wear layers without the fear of armpit stains. I would be captured by street photographers.

In this world, I can’t wear coloured tops with sleeves. My face is oily before noon. My thighs are not flattering. I am turning 28 this year and my tummy is not longer as flat as it used to be. I work almost twelve hour days, but without result. I ask silly questions and write even sillier crap that I have to redo time after time. I would lose patience with myself too. But somehow, I doggedly try. As long as I try my best, I will survive. Right?

Gem of Life ended. The entire series is 82 episodes and you would think that after building it up for eighty freaking hours the ending would Rock Your World. (I stopped watching properly after Miss Linda Chung arrived on the corner, even darling Bosco could not keep my concentration). The ending did not even rock the small pebble at the edge of the river where the waves crash in. Random scene of the Kang family sisters arriving home to hug their mother. I haven’t lost my auntie TVB obsession but kids, please do better!

Managed to lose my advance booking privileges for yoga this week. How about my good attendance all this time for 2 years? Yoga shouldn’t make me sad.

Awful Procrastination. I have to do work Now.

I want to do a story about emotional eating. I will write about myself.